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Forum

Drugs

Started by Cynthia Manuszak Jun 14, 2010.

can you believe it? 8 Replies

Started by Don'tDoIt. Last reply by Cynthia Manuszak Oct 9, 2009.

"I Am Meth" 2 Replies

Started by Don'tDoIt. Last reply by Don'tDoIt Aug 26, 2009.

Blog Posts

In Colorado...cleaning up my act

My family is amazing. They all pulled together and flew me out to be with family in Colorado and away from my downward spiral routine. I am grateful for this opportunity to dry out and change my life for the better. I'm three days clean and already feel better about everything. My girl, Jacqueline, is back in Fresno waiting and praying for me. Her support throughout all of this has been second to none. I can't wait to see her again. For now, I'm off to a Rockies baseball game down the street.… Continue

Posted by Randy Stindt on June 14, 2009 at 12:10pm — 1 Comment

Next Step

Today, I am meeting with a doctor who will evaluate my condition and need for treatment. I am looking forward to talking with a professional about what I've done to myself and what I need to do to heal. Being as open as I can about my addiction is the only way I've been able to come this far. I am hopeful and grateful for today. Oh, Cynthia, I will put "Ain't No Sunshine" up as soon as possible. Thank you for all of your support.

Posted by Randy Stindt on June 16, 2009 at 11:00am — 1 Comment

ill be busy workin' at this time.

tomorrow is a big day
my mom will be sitting down with my brother
one on one.

will he speak?

please please tell her the things you have told me
she WILL understand.

will she alientate him?

please please BE understanding.



the anticipation and stress and curiosity are all killing me.

Posted by Don'tDoIt on May 26, 2009 at 8:54pm

a break through takes time

my mother and i are trying
to break through
this wall built up.

all i want and all i need is for him to say "help"

Posted by Don'tDoIt on May 10, 2009 at 9:41pm

Ode to a Skinny Woman

Oh, sketchy lady
pushing shopping cart half full,
dirty bright smile
need your meth to keep your cool?

Would she show me the ropes
if I'm ever in need?
Would she help me to cope
if i used more than just weed?

My spare change is for you
oh skethchy lady so high.
But do not "god bless me"
for that is a sober's lie.

Posted by Don'tDoIt on May 14, 2009 at 1:01am

The Other Woman

One of the things a wife has to accept. The battle is never over. Some lose the battle while others lose thier marriage. Their dad, their friend. Meth takes down so much. It never leaves, even after it leaves... I hate you meth. I never have hated much in life except for lima beans, but METH, I hate you.

Posted by Cynthia Manuszak on February 16, 2011 at 10:59pm

Hi Dad...

HI DAD! HERE IS A PICTURE OF ME. I WAS ON MY SCOOTER, GETTING READY TO RIDE IT TO MY FIRST DAY OF THIRD GRADE. I AM 8 NOW. I AM GETTING SO BIG, MOM SAID I LOOK A LOT LIKE YOU. WHERE YOU BEEN ANYWAY? OH YA, IN PRISON? WELL, I DECIDED THAT I ...DON'T WANT TO GROW UP AND GO TO JAIL LIKE YOU. I AM NOT GOING TO DO DRUGS. I AM GOING TO GO TO SCHOOL AND I AM NEVER GOING TO LET CRYSTAL METH… Continue

Posted by Cynthia Manuszak on September 30, 2010 at 5:30pm

Dear Crystal

Dear Crystal,
You messed up my life and my dad's life.
I haven't had one Chistmas with him since I was two.
I am eleven now.
I hate you. My dad has been in prison and jail because of you.
From Megan

Posted by Cynthia Manuszak on April 29, 2009 at 9:08am

The Crystal Show is coming to Rosevelt School of the Arts!!!

June 21st

2:00 pm in the amputheatre.

Hope you all come!!!!!!

Posted by Cynthia Manuszak on May 31, 2011 at 3:43pm

Meth Bust

Posted by Cynthia Manuszak on August 5, 2010 at 8:37am

10 Month Old on Meth?

FRESNO, Calif. (KFSN) -- Merced police are dealing with what they're calling a first of its kind case in the city. A couple has been arrested after their 10-month old baby boy was found to be under the influence of methamphetamine.





Police say the baby may have been contaminated by inhaling second hand smoke.



Margarita Reyes of Merced rushed her ten month old baby boy to the Mercy Hospital Emergency Room early Sunday morning.



Merced police say Reyes told… Continue

Posted by Cynthia Manuszak on July 5, 2010 at 9:22pm

The Crystal Show is making a debut soon.

The Crystal Show is getting ready for something big, we are in the planning stages of our assembly tours. If you wish to participate, please contact me. We meet on Tuesday evenings. Thank you.

Posted by Cynthia Manuszak on November 3, 2009 at 8:57pm

why do i care...

i am thankful for the peaceful weekend, though my nerves are still shot. tomorrow he reports to parole, so i am not as scared, hope he did not use. hope he is ok. why do i worry about him, i don't know, maybe because i am a child of god. i love everyone, even the man i married, had two kids with, slept in the arms of for many years, cooked for, laughed with, collected antiques, cars and dolls with, drove trucks with, went to the beach with, fished with, bought grocerys with, fought with, prayed… Continue

Posted by Cynthia Manuszak on August 16, 2009 at 11:54pm — 1 Comment

IN FIVE DAYS

IN FIVE DAYS







IN FIVE DAYS MY WHOLE WORLD CHANGES AGAIN. I CAN FEEL THE TENSION BUILDING EACH DAY IN ME AND THE KIDS. EVEN THE DOGS SEEM MORE NERVOUS. I COULDN'T SLEEP LAST NIGHT. EVERY NOISE I HEARD, I WONDERED, IS IT HIM? DID THEY LET HIM OUT A FEW DAYS EARLY?



I HAVE BEEN RACING AROUND THESE LAST FEW MONTHS, DOING FINAL TOUCHES TO MY LIFE, GOING OVER EVERY DETAIL SO CAREFULLY. MAKING SURE THAT MY CLOTHES ARE ALL CONSERVATIVE ENOUGH, THAT I AM NOT SHOWING ANY… Continue

Posted by Cynthia Manuszak on August 10, 2009 at 11:30pm

love ridden

trying to help him seems to make him want to draw away from me.

he says "you gotta big mouth, and i never want to talk with you about any of this again"

he doesnt understand the sores on his face and sunkin eyes give him away





his crutch....our father... his dealer - makes it worse

by laughing in my face for our attempts.



but yes, mom and her boyfriend have given up and refuse to visit the (not so) "seceret tweaker pad"



i feel alone in this-… Continue

Posted by Don'tDoIt on August 5, 2009 at 5:53pm — 3 Comments

Dog Steps

Posted by Cynthia Manuszak on July 29, 2009 at 12:26am

6 weeks, 1 day ago...

Hello anyone who might be reading this. I never thought I could make it this long, yet here I am. Clean living has it's perks, I must say. Let's see...no intense paranoia believing that the entire world has somehow joined and are planning my demise; no outrageous monetary expenditure; actually remembering where all my money goes; socializing; normal sexual appetite; not looking like Skeletor (my bandmates used to call me that when I was using); regaining a feeling of integrity; getting up in… Continue

Posted by Randy Stindt on July 19, 2009 at 3:31am — 1 Comment

1 Week, 6 days ago...

The days keep passing and I am feeling better with each one. I've decided to stay out in Colorado longer than originally planned. This place is saving my life. I just might start a new one out here. Away from the pattern back home. Though I miss family and friends in my hometown, I need to remain distance from the same old, same old. I think after a year or so I might be able to live there once again...well see. Crystal Meth is everywhere...everywhere. Not just in our little capital. I've… Continue

Posted by Randy Stindt on June 25, 2009 at 8:05am — 2 Comments

still young though mature yet childlike unsure so quiet no room relentless and angry forgiving so used preachers teachers the lawyers the law the druggy calls the drunk me spunk don't leave me I…

still young

though mature

yet childlike

unsure

so quiet

no room

relentless

and angry

forgiving

so used

preachers

teachers

the lawyers

the law

the druggy calls

the drunk

me

spunk

don't leave me

I cried

no sleep

just refuge

though nothing is foreign

clothes torn

my soul worn

the light must stay on

the monsters

and demons

stay closely

and intense

the… Continue

Posted by Cynthia Manuszak on June 6, 2009 at 7:36am — 1 Comment

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